God’s real … God’s not Dead!!!

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Security in my life comes from my relationship with Christ…
When I lost it all a few years ago after the ending of life as I knew it…
My Hope and Faith grew stronger than ever … God was the only thing I had …
He never left my side during the hard times even though many people did…

I have been a Christian almost 21 years… My faith is real… God has shown me that he is real and I don’t need to see him… I have seen him daily for years…
Even when I had not accepted him as my savior he spoke to me and helped me… Even when I was a little girl and was abused, molested,rejected and hurt… God was there to comfort me…
Why did God allow an innocent child to be hurt? He didn’t… Sins and actions of those who hurt me were strictly “free will” God gives us all opportunity to choose him… The adults in my life were just bound by generational curses and chose to remain in the sins of the fathers and the mothers… I knew very young I would be different … I would fight and fight to not be what those around me had been…I would make mistakes and do things that I didn’t want to do… I would raise myself because the adults would not be trustworthy … I would do the best I could to not be like the adults around me…
Sexual abuse was something that surrounded me on both sides of my family… I would only feel protection by a God I could not see… He was there in my life as a child … Teen … Young adult… I just knew … I felt his presence…

My security was in Hope…
Hope that one day things would be different …
One day I would find peace and comfort…
One day I would heal…
One day the damages that childhood caused me would be used for good…
One day I could share my truths without fear…

My One day is coming very soon…

I am blessed beyond measure …
I am criticized by many…
I understand and accept the critical words…
I know that those who are critical just don’t know me…
I trust that all that has happened and all God allowed was for a greater purpose…
I am Thankful that though I have been tossed in the lions den many times I come out unharmed…
I have reaped in my life what I have sown and I have accepted it!!
I have seen the anger in the eyes of others towards me, I feel the jealousy, I suffer the rejection…
I understand …
I accept…
I know…
I trust…
I have …

I will Stand Alone for my Faith in God because Gods not Dead!!!

My story will be told and it’s very Messy…
My messy story is filled with Hope… The Hope that things will change for me…
Hope is not wasted if you put your Hope in the right place …
My Hope is in a unseen God…

He has answered all of my prayers… Just not the way I asked…
I thank him for the unanswered prayers…
If he would have given me what I asked for years ago then right now I would not be right where I am.

I wake up to a security in Jesus…
I am loved and do not wander…
I have great friends that I trust…
I am no longer walking in shame…
I have no guilt that lingers…

I grateful for my life…

Only God could have changed me and helped me…

He is real … If you need proof …
Look in the mirror he created you …

Buddha didn’t ….
Muhammad didn’t …
Allah didn’t …
Ganesha didn’t…
Confucius didn’t

There is only one creator of the heavens and the earth…
Only one who died and rose again …
Only one that will return …
His Name Is Jesus Christ …

He is real …
He is not dead…

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